Is there any place for the truth in writing?
As said by Robert McKee: "story isn't a flight from reality but a vehicle that carries us on our search for reality." For many writers the act of writing is a cathartic one: it is an attempt for the writer to decipher some truth about themselves and their feelings. A writer weaves a tapestry of starlight, depicting battles with dragons and ogres rather than life's own dark demons. But the needle used is thick with rust from our realities, and it leaves behind stains. What we chose to write reflects our own preferences not only for style, genre and language but certain agendas, thoughts, feelings and experiences. Whilst a work of fiction need not be necessarily about ourselves, there will always be an echo of the writers within their own work.
But this does not mean to say that everything we write is a mirror image of ourselves; Emily Dickinson herself says: "when I state myself, as the Representative of the Verse - it does not mean - me - but a supposed person." We may choose to write as an 'I' but this does not mean that we are necessarily talking with our own voice. What we write may be more so a reflection of ourselves in a murky puddle; similar but not exact. We draw on elements of our own lives and transform them into fiction.
The truth may arguably have no place in writing, but I feel it is impossible to differentiate it. For many writers are told to "write what they know" and what do we know better than ourselves?
Am I right in thinking that you (or Emily Dickinson) are proposing that "when I state myself, as the Representative of the Verse - it does not mean - me - but a supposed person." that this supposed person is what the writer endeavors to act like in reality?
ReplyDeleteIn an almost uncanny way, this would pertain to an ideal for which one should strive towards - something that hadn't really crossed my mind before now. I knew that some writers write for themselves, I just guess it wasn't made clear to me until now that they do so as a way of potential self-improvement. So cheers for that.
Unfortunately, I cannot speak for Emily Dickinson herself, but Helen McNeil seems to interpret this line as "Dickinson [seeking] to avoid the author-reader intimacy of Romanticism, and asks for an almost modernist distancing from her speaker."
DeleteI feel that Dickinson had attempted to put up a barrier between the 'I' in her poetry and the 'I' of her life, which is important as what we write is not a direct reflection of ourselves but rather, I feel, some distorted reflection - like a trick mirror. I feel there will always be an element of the writer in their writing. But the world of fiction is an ideal, most of the time, isn't it? Characters don't bumble along in their dialogue, they don't get tongue tied or lose their point, so I suppose, yes, in some ways what we write may well be an ideal we are striving towards. How many of us would prefer to live in a fictional world than the real one? We'd still be the same person, but somehow better. So perhaps as writers, we write parts of ourselves into our work, but an improved, more polished version of ourselves so we can see this improvement and, yes, perhaps strive towards it.
The idea that we write a sort of distorted reflection of ourselves is really interesting to me; it's strange to think through the characters in some of my favourite novels and think that somewhere within each of those characters could be traits from deep within the writer. Even more, it's amazing to think that through writing characters we might be uncovering things about ourselves that we aren't even conscious of as being traits that we might possess.
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